To linger, to hold on, to move on, to give up
Monday, October 8, 2007
12:54 AM
It's 30min past midnite. My eyes r way tired but my mind juz keeps whirling. Y oh y do i stil tink o him? D him tatz gone all silent. D him tat i told yan i'v given up on. D him tat i can't help tinkg abt on sleepless nitez like these. Damn him!
*sigh* I wonder if there really is someone juz for me. I'm beginning to doubt it. Mayb there's nobody for me. Nobody who can stand living wif a too quiet gal who tinkz too much abt wat to say n how to say it nicely coz she's been taught to BE nice..a gal who's afraid to reveal too much o herself for fear o being hurt, ridiculed n belittle. Who wld want such a gal? So secretive n insecure. Come to tink o it, i dun even hav frens who call me on a regular basis. Guess even frenz cant converse wif d me who dun talk much.
Uggh! How depressing! Cant tink o anyting else to type. Shd get some sleep. Try to anyway. Have a better day to one n all.
p.s. Now it's 55min after midnite.
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You've been loved, sista!
by me me me me me me me!!! yaaaayz!
=) thankz for the shower of love, kid!
-yaney
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