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Everyting'z gonna b alrite
Thursday, April 30, 2009
12:56 AM


D day didnt start out too well (i'm refering to wed). Though i got tingz done in d ofiz, it took longer than expected coz i used d wrong settingz on d copier. Bakane~
Then got called in by sup. They asked if i'v any1 to recommend to help in camp prep and/or bcome camp facis. Told them i'l help ask ard. Then they told me tat i cnt take leave in june. Pdhal i'v already told d camp ic ages ago. She said ok she dun mind. I was fuming. Tried to keep my cool. They said i shd try to understd their postn. They told me to go on leave after d camp. Wateva. I acted nonchalant n said 'tk ya holiday'. They probed. They asked. They insisted to know. I told them...n suddenly d tearz welled. Stil i tried to act cool. Haha. Didnt sob. Didnt snort. Juz wiped them away. They felt guilty. So guilty tat they asked for my leave to b approved. Gosh! I feel blessed.
I was stil mad though. Didnt really talk to them aftr tat. So i drew an emo pix in d mrt. Nt finished yet.
I called while i was teachg. He didnt pick up when i return call. C sms when i was learng. He was tinkg o meetg up to pass me d cd he told me abt d day b4. Had to take a rain chk. Mayb wil meet him over d wkend...if he doesnt go on a rdtrip.
Oh ya! Did u c d moon smile tonite? Itz a sign tat tingz r gonna b alrite. I even got to chat wif d kid on msn.


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mon-E
Saturday, April 25, 2009
8:29 PM

i juz watched wall-E. yah i know. really out dated. but whateva~ it's a sweet story. the ppl r like sooo fat! fat coz they nvr exercise. they juz sit ard on robotic chairs n go online. they travel everywhere on their robotic chairs. they lost all forms of human contact. they do nothing. everything's being done by robots. gosh! how lazy can we get?

anyway, i had a pretty long day. started wif a comm session @ onepeople.sg i didnt know wat went on in a comm session. now i do. it was pretty much a one way comm. i njoyed the magic show though. hehe... especially the part wif the butterfly fluttering out off the folder. sooo coool~ anyway, they seem to think that everything is money. or shd i say, they seem to have the mentality tat money makes the world go round. hmmm... wat shd i say to tat? i didnt say anything. but i sure dun tink money will change my mind abt something if i dun like it. ah well~

after tat i met up wif adha. had lunch at sakura then we chilled at esplanade. it's been ages since i went there. it was nice. the new outdoor amphitheater was windy. so it was cool chilling there. even got to meet uda. so chat with him as well. had to go back early though coz mom wanted me to accompany her to aunt's pl. BUT!!! skali tak jadi lah... coz aunt wasn't at home. =P spent the rest of the day reading, researching n watching shows. hehe...

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therapeutic weekend
Sunday, April 19, 2009
9:59 PM

when u r stressed, do these:
1. binge on food. anything tasty. tomyam, brownies, cakes, ice cream, chocz n d likes. do it for only one meal. don't b dependent on bingeing that u go on n on for days on end. u'll juz end up fat n then u'll b even more stressed n u binge more. it turns into a vicious cycle.
2. play wif kidz. be a kid. do silly thingz, sing silly songz, play silly gamez. juz let ur inner child out n njoy d moment n its silliness. laugh at all the silliness. nothing beats laughing to release them endorphin n make u feel goooood.
3. go shopping! make a list of things to buy n go shop for them. if u see something u really like, just pamper urself tis once n buy! juz b careful not to max ur credit limit. it will only cause more stress at the end of the mth when u get ur credit card statement.
4. watch a movie. a good movie works best. a movie tat sux juz doesn't make ur day. best genre to watch is a comedy. those movie that has the-world-is-ending theme also works. coz then u'd feel tat ur problems are rather miniscule compared to the characters in the movie.
5. hang out wif a fren (or two... or more). a good companion always chases the stress away.

if u r wondering... yup! i'm talking fr experience. well mostly. hehe... not tat i'll ever max my credit card (coz i dun have one) nor have i been fat before (have been the opposite of that all my life - underweight!). anyway, i'm good to face tmr! monday blues meet ur match coz yaney is here wif a BIG bright smile. =)

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s..i..g..h
Friday, April 17, 2009
6:44 PM


Deep dwn inside
I feel like crying
Tearz o frustratnz
Pent up loneliness
Too much to bear
Yet i stil smile
To mask d sadness
In a hope it'l pass
N bring me d happiness
I long for

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power comes from Allah
Thursday, April 16, 2009
12:14 AM

we were learning about electricity. i asked the chn, "where does the power to light up a bulb comes from?" a boy answered with utmost confidence, "from Allah!" i was expecting them to say the switch or battery or something along that line. in a secular school, to hear that answer is praise be to Allah. oh darn! i'm hungry. but it's after midnite n i shd really go to sleep coz i'm also sleepy. *yawnz* yes! i shd sleep coz tis post is juz too random. haha... NITEZ!

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mix n match qalbu
Monday, April 13, 2009
12:53 PM

met up wif psy yest evening. finally get to eat my long awaited ice cream treat. hehe... chocz galore!!! 3 scoops of choc flavoured ice creams (choc mint something, physhy choc something, choc fudge something... cant rmbr their exact names).. how yummylicious! with caramel (although the barrista tot we wanted hot fudge) and mini m&ms toppings. ooohlala~ thankz psy for the treat!!!
(our mix n match ice cream with caramel n mini m&ms toppings-taken by psy)

then we went to perform our maghrib at mjd bencoolen. i didnt know there's a masjid so near by. n how many times have i rushed fr cathay to mjd sultan? hahaha... oh wellz~ now i know. problem is whether or not i can find my way there again or not. you know me n my less than perfect sense of direction. =P

after that we went over to NAFA to watch a performance by the pbmuks. good show. though i'm surprised they had cross dressers n real alcoholic drink on stage. hmmm... hukum2 sume tolak tepi? i'm one to say. i went to watch the performance so tat means i'm in cahoots with them... no? dear God, forgive me for i have sinned. place me in your protection. dun let me forever be swept away by the vices of this temporary life. guide me to be a true muslim, in every sense of the word. amin...

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eyes kate
Friday, April 10, 2009
11:18 PM

wheee~~~ i had a FUN day today. went ice skating with the galz today. pix are up at multiply ... go chk it out. ;) most of the pix in the ice skating rink is taken using adha's camera. so i've to wait patiently till she upload. adha oooo adha... gi upload cepat2. ;) here's a few pix for 4u2c:

filled with lunch
resting by the side of the rink

i wana ice skate again!!! hehehe... thankz lovelies! i had a wonderful day today. =)
arrrggh! i can't concentrate on blogging. i shd go to sleep anyway. nitey nitez~

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figure 8
Thursday, April 9, 2009
11:50 PM

i'm gg ice skating tmr wif da sistaz. it's been... lemme count... 1,2,3,4...6 years since i last went ice skating. GOSH! y da heck did i suggest gg ice skating??? i must be crazie!!! or mayb not. =P wateva ice skating memory i had, were good. well... except tat one time where i went n sprained my wrist coz i fell n used my hand to cushion my fall. heh... it was still fun though. so ya! n anyway, i haven't been to the new kallang leisure park (which has been opened since last yr or was it the yr before?! so it's not that NEW anymore). it's my fave place to ice skate. n there's juz tis one very vivid memory with the guy i had a really HUGE crush on tat i can't seem to forget (the memory, i mean). *goes down memory lane* ritez~ will wish u oyasuminasai.

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cute pup
Monday, April 6, 2009
12:14 PM


this is just so cute that i had to share with you. ^_^v
p.s. i am sooo sleepy right now n i've forgotten to bring some important stuffs to work that i have to go home during lunch time. =P

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knuckled blist
Saturday, April 4, 2009
8:52 PM

i haven't written a letter for a loooooong time. usually everything is juz typed out. so why didn't i juz type out the letters? (yes! letters... i wrote more than 1 letter. 3 letters to be exact. heh...) coz the printer is low on ink n anyway i wanted tat personal touch tat only a handwritten letter can have. ;) at the end of 3 letters while writing the letters, my pointer n middle fingers suffered fr writer's pain. hahahaha... is there such a thing? i tink it's due to d way i hold my pen. or mayb it's the fact tat i've not written so much? eh.. cannot be. every week i write in class... ok je. oh! but all tat time i was using a pencil. my most fave medium! must be coz i was using a pen then. hee...

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happy mail
Thursday, April 2, 2009
10:26 PM

yeah! yeah! i've got another book to add to my personal library... and i didn't even buy it! =)
yup! yup! yup! it came thru the mail. all the way from the holy land of madinah. it's part of the double swap thingie i'm doing. coolness!!! can't wait to read it. oh ya! the book is entitled "you can be the happiest woman in the world". i am happy enough as it is but hey! more happiness wouldn't hurt. ;)

tmr's already fri. gosh! where did all the days go? i know i haven't been very actively blogging nor have i been replying to some sms. ^^; gomen ne minna. just had a lot a lot alot of things to do.

well then, since the weekend is almost here... i'd like to wish u a really wonderful weekend where ever u may b. *hugz*

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This Dance
Now Or Never
just a girl lost in a world of make-believe. looking to fit in yet stand out from the crowd so that someone will tell her that she's special. love to dance in the rain and walk in the sun. Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you smile.

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