left for JB on sat am right after subuh. fuyoh! so early. reach datin zi place at bt indah n lepak2 abit. went out again after zuhur. shopping time! datin zi drove us ard. it was sooo kecoh! we went to d wet market. the most interesting i saw was a cow's head. poor cow was decapitated! didnt take a pix even though i really really wanted to. it juz didnt feel rite n i didnt wana feel out of pl by bringing out d40x n snapping away. =P it rained suddenly when we were loading our shopping bags into the car boot. tatz when d mystery of the missing car keys happened. i even had to climb into the back seat o d car through the boot to unlock d car doors! ahhaha... lucky it was a hatchback car n lucky i'm small. kalo tak... tak tau lah apa nak jadi. the keys were found in cik z's bag! one of the zipped compartments. datin kay was d one who found it. datin zi did search her own bag but mayb due to panic, she didnt manage to find it. =P so d mystery was solved n we drove back to datin zi place safely.

psy sms me tat evening. huarrrgh! member ada kat tpines lah. darn it! miss my chance to have ice cream wif psy. oh my long awaited ice cream... looks like i've to wait some more.

anyway, two days wif d datinz made me realize tat they can reaaaaaally shop! shop after shop, item after item... fuwah! byk blanja! i did buy a few stuffs: one shirt dress (or dress shirt?), 2 l/s polo tee and 4m of cloth. i probably spent abt RM170. mom bought 2 pairs of shoes, 2 handbags, 2 tudung... n some other stuffs. she must be happy to finally buy her pagar2 cinta (as the datinz call it). duno wat i'm talking abt? nvm. hahaha... malas lah nak explain. kalo betul nak tau, gimme a holler on my mobile. hee... the datinz can also eat! mcm2 makanan diorg beli.

i m sooo not looking fwd to tmr. haha... i juz wana sleep in tmr. can i? huh can i? bleargh! obviously NOT! coz tmr morning (as per mrB's sms on sat nite) there's a briefing n in d late aftnn i've to do a presentation. aaaaaargh! i dont like! all the way to NTU!!! i sooo wana sleep in tmr. i dun wana go to work. darn! it's not even monday n i think i'm having an onset of the monday blues (which btw is something i dun usually get). =(

date #1: tuition of coz! hehe... ok it's not a date. but it went so smoothly tat it felt like a bonus. tutee concentrated 90% of the time. that is really excellent! usually, she'll be talking about 60% of the time. i hope tmr's as good as today. hee...

date #2: The Black Sheep. that's a book title. YA fiction. hahah... i wouldn't want to be in a reality show like the main chara of the book. but in the end she pulled through. moral of the story: don't be afraid to make a stand if you believe the cause is true. more imptly... rule number four: THINK BEFORE YOU ACT. ;)

date #3: me froggie princes! that means a lil shut eye. hehe... only took a 30 mins nap though.

date #4: mom, ngah, k.mel n d 3 kidz. a kite flying session at punggol. SO FUN!!! haven't flown a kite in ages. the wind was good so the kite flew really high. till i ran out of string. if i had longer string, the kite might fly even higher. after that went to watch me lil superman play soccer. he is juz the cutest soccer player on the field. n when he scores, he has this so irresistible grin on his face n he puts his arms up n jumps. super CUTENESS!

not a bad v-day afterall. it was a really GREAT one. =)

ritez... hmmm... i'm super tired but i'm not resting. i'm hungry but i'm not eating 'real' food. r those d reasons i'm as skinny as ever (mayb even skinnier than b4 as a few ppl claim)? i tink i'm fine. d snifflez i had a few days back are gone. my voice is back though not fully (abt 10% still on holz)... as my sup said, "dah tak mcm ella lagi...rock!" ahakz~

tis wkend... still no planz. k.mel did sms me abt a kite event near her pl. but i didnt ask if it's on sat or sun. kalo sat mayb can go but sun is out coz i'm having tuition. ya... 1 in d am, another in d pm. so to all my frenz who read this... DON't ask me out on SUNDAY. i am sooo not free. unless it's totally way way way way way in advance or if itz ur bday or something as impt as tat. then i'll cancel/reschedule tuition juz for u. ;)

p.s. people's feelings easily change...

       all that one sees could be an illusion...

       nothing is for certain...

       but even if the moon seems to be missing...

       the truth is she is always here...just changing shape

       never forget that

                           ~ NANA [52:46]

guess wat i rcvd yest... d bear in the pix above. thanx siti!!! i still duno watz d occasion though. watever it is, thank you very much! =) i feel so loved! hehe...

it's V-day weekend. no date...except wif me tutees. wat a wonderful life~

met up with matez fr PRSS. it was fun! i cld recognize most of the faces (esp d girls coz they were fr my class 4/4) but not the names. haha... sori guyz! we chatted, ate, updated each other on our current lives, reminisce on sch dayz... n basically had fun. =)

we're planning to have another gathering with more ppl. mayb have it in sch n even invite the teachers that ever taught us. tat'll be wonderful. can't wait for that day to come. =D

here's a pix to rmbr d nite by:

tis morning she went to geylang. i had tuition. when i came home, she was still out.

she came back around 2pm n handed me a plastic bag. there was a short green dress in it.

it seems that every year she gives me at least one piece of clothing. it's not even my bday.

for that, i am thankful for tis blessing bestowed upon me.

at the same time i cant help wondering if i'm not a constant worry for her. wat with me still being single and all. i shd go get myself a good guy. do they sell them anywhere? hahaha... juz kidding.

as much as i'd like to get married, i can't seem to find that special someone. i thought i found him a couple of times but... nvm. things juz didnt work out the way i dreamt it wld. =(

i dun wish for a fairy tale life no more. i'm too old for that. i juz want someone to hold. esp on nitez when thingz juz get so lonely. but then if i get married n my hubz doesn't want mom to stay with me, then i'd b worried.

i know how lonely it gets at nite. wif daddy gone, i know mom feels the same loneliness.. probably more. i don't want her to be lonely. i don't ever want to see her cry those heart-wrenching tears. i don't want to see that sadness in her eyes nor the ones that hide behind her smile.

i want mom to be happy. even if it means i have to forgo the pursuit of my own happiness. coz rite now, her happiness is what makes me happy. 

1 more chapter. after this chapter, i HAVE to FORCE myself to sleep. babyMac needs to rest too. ^^;

ah well~ whateva. here r the highlights over the weekend:

- went ard TM n CS wif mom n cik jah. bought myself a red perllini wristbag (or wateva it's called).

- met up wif ky, rat, jie, jolyn, joyce, asmah n azhar aka some of the xinlus. joyce's pre-wedding shots were great! very fun n casual. her home is sooo cantik gitu. i love the bedroom. originally 2 rooms but they knocked down d wall to make a big room. nice

 concept.

- met up wif adha n chilled at gelare for 2hr plus. naik penat buntut. hahhaha... dah lama gitu tak jumpa so mcm byk gitu nk catch up. thus d two hour talk. it was great meeting up. wish zaki, ana n fahi cld have joined us. anyway, u must take care of urself k gal. jgn overwork.

- on d way back (@ct hall mrt) laughed with a bunch of strangers. i had to change train there n i spotted kiwi (tis big xinlu guy who's a nurse). he didnt see me so i pulled on his bag to get his attn. hahha... dah mcm a lil kid trying to get attn fr an adult. we chatted while i waited for d east bound train. we were still chatting when d train came n i only dashed into d train when d beep beep beep sound was heard. managed to get in w/o getting slammed by d door. i actually hopped into d crowded train. nasib baik sempat brake. kalo tak dah terlanggar tis chinese guy. he went "WOAH! tatz great!" then the frenz (2 guys n a gal) started laughing. d gal said "u'r so mean. must open ur big mouth rite" n they laughed more. i cldn't help but smile n eventually laughed with them. d guy then said "but she's having fun" which was true! i did njoy d lil dash i had. d gal went "u better apologize" to which i said "no it's ok". n we had a short discussion abt how ppl like him r impt to their frenz (his frenz disagreed, saying he's got a screw loose). i agreed coz w/o his kind, gatherings amg frenz wld b less happening. when d train stopped at bugis, he said "oh! i thought d door opens tis side. i was abt to dash out here." hehe... b4 gg out, they asked if i was alighting too. we wished each other a great day since i wasn't. then as the train was abt to move off, i noticed the guy came back n stood at the door n waved at me. sooo cute!!! of coz i waved back with a big grin on my face. heehe.. he sooo made my day. they're young though. i think at most they just grad sec sch last yr. ;)

so tatz my weekend. i wonder if i'll ever bump into that grp of strangers again. wateva it is, i hope their friendship stays strong even through the years.