truth down under
Tuesday, December 30, 2008 9:09 PM
went to watch Australia juz now. it's a good story but abit long though. must concentrate to really follow the story. anyway... was watching it with a fren n after the show we took the same bus home coz he lives in the area but drops at a diff bus stop. he was asking some qns n i ans.
fren: ni dah nak new year. wat's your resolution?
me: hmmm... my resolution is to... not go out with guys like you. *evil laughter*
fren: eh!? betul ke main2 ni?
me: *raise an eyebrow*
fren: apsal takmo go out with guys like me?
me: coz their hand seem to go everywhere
hahaha... ouch? did i juz say a brutal truth in a 'nice' way? ;P
fren: so ni your parents ada kat rumah ke? both of them?
me: ...my mom ada kat umah... my dad ada kat pusara aman (p.s. now that i'm typing this, i think they call it pusara abadi now, dun they? *shrugz*)
fren: oh! your dad gi melawat?
me: nope. my dad dah meninggal.
bleh gitu? bleh lah... coz if i were to say that dad has passed away juz like that, i'd probably have waterfalls down my cheeks. i juz noticed a habit of mine. to stop the tears from flowing, i play with my tudung... as in act as if i'm adjusting it n juz look straight ahead/away fr the person i'm talking to. =P
ritez then... tmr gg to visit zi n soneeya wif ct n husni. then gg to meet zu for bedtime stories. woohoo!!! oh ya... d old man sms me. i've been ignoring his sms. n the latest one read "awak dah tak nak kawan dgn kita lagi ke?" haiz~ i shall juz ignore. wld that be too rude? hmmm... anyway, shd sms niz. dah lama tak nmpk dia online. member bz running holiday boot camp agaknya. hehe...
littleBIGplanet
Monday, December 29, 2008 11:30 PM
ni case takde keja. actually ada keja ah but no mood to do. hehe... so when bal told me he's gona buy a new game n gave me the url, i went to chk it out. i'm supposed to go his place to play gitar hero but tak sempat2. so ya. he said dun come yet till he buy tis littleBIGplanet game. mcm best gitu!
sok ada meeting. n i'm supposed to chair it. huaaaaaaaaargh!!! tak suka tak suka tak suka! heh... ^^; but one's gotta do wat one's gotta do. as yk always quote "juz do it". hehe... tatz me wif fion cutey pie. such a sociable baby. i like! ;)
i've only got a few minutes to make this post. it's been a really happening past few days with a few more happening stuffs coming in the very near future.
xmas: went to take photos of a solemnization cerem. after tat went to join d picnic bbq of mordipi family. so happening. they were the most kecoh-rable grp in the whole of p.ris park. apa taknya... diorg main game kecoh semcm. sampai families all around came by to take pix of us lah. hahaha... but it was great fun! siap dgn prize giving cerem! ;) i didnt join in the games coz i was bz... snapping pix (wat else?)!
boxing day: had class in the morning. then went ofiz to settle some stuffs b4 tues meeting. after that went to al-majlis for appreciation lunch for the camp. BUT the ones who were there were only the staffs. none of the facis came. aiyoh! they were invited too but they didnt come. food was good. i love the chick peas thingi. ^^; heh... sori... not very good at remembering names of dishes.
today: went to d dentist to get my teeth cleaned. after about 16 years of not visiting the dentist. i totally forgot how much pain the dentist can inflict on u. hahaha... but seriously. SAKIT! but i didnt cry out lah. n it's soooo embarrasing that my saliva was alot lah. mcm tempias2 gitu while the dentist was getting rid of the plaque. =P after that went for lunch with yk n zu. yk's wifey n daughter, fion, came along too. fion is sooooooooooo chubby! cute lah! 6mths old but weigh 11kg. fuyoh! best part is that she doesn't have separation anxiety. very social baby. i like!
gg out in awhile for appreciation dinner. ;) more click click click fr my cam!
rainy day outing
Wednesday, December 24, 2008 9:52 PM
it rained the whole of today. made me wana sleep in. but i didnt. my mind didnt let me. it woke up at 0735hrs n refused to go back to lalalalalaland. so up i got n showered n changed n breakfasted n had my morning chat wif mom n out d door i went with a brolly in hand.
next stop the cathay picturehouse to watch muallaf. hahaha... what? did you think i was going to work? it's xmas eve for goodness sake. ahahhaa...i make it sound like xmas eve is a public holiday. like how many ppl have such a luxury gitu? guess i'm one of the few. ;) actually, i'm supposed to go buy stuffs for work but since they didnt tfr the $$$ to me yet, how was i supposed to get them? the $$$ was only tfr at ard 1515hrs. i was already at home by then. so i'll juz buy the stuffs nxt time. anyway, watched muallaf wif nizam. after that we had lunch at mad jack. black pepper chix! yummy! soup of the day was potato n carrot. urrghh... i shall put tat in my unfave list. hahaha... it juz look so much like baby food. =P then we went to that soya bean place (tatz supposedly infamous but i've not heard of... then again, i'm not much of a makansutran ^^; ) before walking to bugis mrt. it was nice meeting up with him. been a long while since i last saw him. he had a haircut yest with sri. *waves to sri* nice cut!
back home terus continue draw the pix for zu. BUT oleh kerana takde mood... terkandas lah jugak. ended up eating n watching my dose of anime. ;) managed to finish the drawing as promised n emailed to her. yes ah! it's only 2224hrs n my eyelids feel so heavy. ashik nak tutup je. maybe i should turn in early. mak dah tido dah. sok punz ada photoshoot eh... ya i think i shall sleep early. by 2300hrs... since i've a bit more stuffz to settle. hee...
p.s. darn it! can't seem to upload photo. bleargh!
evening wif da babez
Monday, December 22, 2008 10:45 PM
wheee~~~
i met up with the babez today! although it was a short meet up, i still njoyed myself. thanx babez for a lovely evening! n of coz thank you for the prezies. cute chip n sweet butterflies. i like!!! although the butterflies were too many for my hand. had to take one out. leaving three to fly together. one for each decade of my life. u know what the counter gal said "so thin! the xtra butterfly i make a pendant for u but i didnt cut off the bottom hole. in case u grow fatter, then can fix back. i hope u grow fatter lah ah" hehehe... n nobody stared at me on the way home carrying chip in my arms. probably coz he's all wrapped up. ;)
anyway... u see the pix. cheeky gitu kan budak kecik tu. super cute. only 3 mths old and when i talk to him, macam faham je. hahaha... super cute.
so my deepest thankz goes to the babez for a lovely evening. now there's only zie, my camwhorer fiver n pri sch matez tat i've yet to meet up with.
yeah yeah! i got to meet some of my buddiez! wheee... happy happy me!
met bib n yan at a wedding receptn. managed to chat a bit while having lunch. bib's daughter is sooo chubby! geramz tgk dia. yan carried her (while seated) n d baby cried after a few minutes. then i tried my luck. baby senyap lah. hehe... must be coz the baby "tak perasan" yg aku bukan mak dia. ;) looking forward to monday's dinner with yan. present jangan lupa eh kak! hahaha... shameless peh yaney. ;P
also met up with adha n jj. we ate, we window shopped, we talked, we created havoc at toys r us. hahaha... no lah. juz kidding abt the last part. but ya... basically we had fun. at least i did! too bad adha had to go off early. still it was a great outing. hope to meet up with ya again... SOON! this time with zaki n fahi n ana... maybe?
i shd really hit the sack but i know i can't sleep if i don't get tis all typed out.
*gathers thoughtz together while fighting to keep eyelids from closing*
ritez... i've juz changed the skin pix. no more me n d HSM guys. now it features my buddiez. close frenz that i miss so so so much n have not met for so very very very long (with the exception of linda who i seem to meet every other week. tadi pun baru jumpa dia. walau tak berjam2, i still njoyed myself n i know she did too coz she said so herself. *winx*). i miss all those story sharing sessions... i miss all the camwhoring... i miss all the joy n laughter just being with you guyz. how did we get so busy that we can't even meet? not even for a minute. =(
well... lately i suppose it's my fault. my fault for falling sick. ok tat sounds so wrong. but u know wat i mean. becoz i got d chixpox n after that gum infection (coz of that darn wisdom tooth), all planz had to be cancelled... even my surprise bday outing was cancelled leaving everyone highstrung n unhappy with each other. blimey! seriously i hope to meet up with u guys a.s.a.p. coz i duno when i'll be gone. if i were to be gone one day... wld u come searching for me?
k k... tat was abit too emo... no? anyway, here's my tentative schedule for d rest of 2008:
18-19 dec: go ofiz in d morng til lunch. after tat head on home. class on fri nite.
20-21 dec: tuition in d morng. after tat either go home first or go straight to jemputan. might meet jj n adha on sat late aftnn.
22-23 dec: go ofiz in d morng til lunch. teach in d aftnn.
24-26 dec: it's a holi holiday! no planz xcept on xmas. either gg photoshoot or family picnic.
27 dec: dental appt in d morng. no planz aftr tat... rasanya mcm ada jemputan. *shrugz*
28 dec: tuition in d morng. no planz aftr tat.
29-30 dec: go ofiz in d morng til lunch. teach in d aftnn.
31 dec: relax suah! hahhaha... maybe maybe not gg ofiz. see what's the weather like. hahaha...
so that's my schedule. so if u guyz are reading this... then u know when to get me. i prefer gg out in the day since i hate the thought of mom being at home alone at nite. oh ya! now i rmbr wat i wanted to type. i got a ben & jerry happy gift voucher. siap dgn card sekeping yg baunya harum semerbak. i thought the handwriting on the envelope looked familiar. my guess was right. it was fr cuzie wuzie. he actually posted my bday gift. how sweet. although i do think he cld have saved his postage n gave it to me in person when we meet. the problem is i duno when tat'll be. nobody seems to be free now that i'm well. ah well~ thatz life i suppose. juz have to be patient with wateva life throws at you... n dun forget to face everything with a SMILE. =)
i juz rcvd a job offer. not in my current line. exec post wif biznez analyst co. will b paid 1.8k-2k if i decide to join them. upon confirmation, there'll b an increment. so tempted to take up the offer, go for interview, blah blah blah...
so watz stopping moi?
1. it's probably ofiz bound. everyday... day in, day out in d ofiz for the whole 0830-1800hr. can't stand tat. nuh ah. not my style. (although the boss did say that there'll b an event every mth which will require me to out of ofiz)
2. zi will kill me for bailing out on her while she's on ML. ^^; heh... i'm supposed to be the one taking over her n i go get myself another job. who's gona b IC of the programme then? a lil voice in my head says "mr B can do it". hahaha... ritez~
3. i love my current job despite the lack of benefits. narf!
hmmm... should i go for this new well paid exec career in 2009 or should i stay in my underpaid noble job? hahhaa... if i put it THAT way, the choice seems obvious. but you know...
swollen cheek, excrutiating pain, inability to chew. how wonderful. seems like wateva can go wrong, did go wrong. juz got a call fr siti. last week's relief teacher didnt turn up for class. n the delivery man delivered some activity books to the wrong centre. huargh!!! this is sooo not happening. guess i've to bother zi. tsk... dah lah tadi pagi baru bilang dia yg i havent cont nxt yr's book coz of my swollen cheek. stoopid wisdom tooth. nak kluar tu kluar je lah... ni buat susah org je. grrr...
on the bright side... i get to keep mom company at home, juz like i planned to when i applied for my leave. so i guess it's not so terribly bad. juz praying that the pain and swelling will subside... by tomorrow can? heh...
just an ordinary day
Monday, December 8, 2008 10:20 PM
salam aidil adha to all muslim readers... (whatever's left of it anyway). n happy birthday to me. not too happy a birthday actually.
raya didnt feel like raya n birthday didnt feel like birthday. none of my buddiez (xcept linda n adha) text/call to wish me. must be bz with raya. ah wells~ it is raya after all. family comes first. birthday is only important to the person born on that day.
still i suppose i've to count my blessings. i rcvd 20 bday wishes on fb from various friends n acquaintances. too many to list them here. a bday tag fr ipul (as u can see). rcvd sms fr 10 ppl (most touching would be fr adha in msia... right at the stroke of midnite). the kid came home after midnite n immediately gave me my bday present. so sweet~ chk it out!
it's from two of them. sweetness~ anyway, here's a list of stuffs i rcvd (apart from the watch n my advance prezi fr siti n ipul):
- a wad of dough from mom
- a prima deli cake from ngah n k.mel
- a hand-drawn card from asyura
when i went to visit nenek, mak ngah, cik noi n mak teh wished me happy bday. mak ngah gave me a shock coz i was watching tv n she juz silently came up on my left side n practically said Happy Birthday in my ear! hahhaa... anjatz gergerl. but i act cool je. hahhaa... nonchalant. =P mamang n family came around maghrib. the whole time they stayed was kecoh! dah nak balik baru satu2 wish me Happy Birthday coz lia suddenly remembered. =P oh wells~
if daddy was around, he'd probably say "happy birthday my baby. dah besar, jaga diri tu slalu. jgn lupa tolong mak." n he'd give me a hug then kiss my forehead. i sooo miss daddy. raya is not raya without him. actually all the special occassions dun feel special no more. especially not my 30th bday. *blows candles out*
rights... it's 5+ in the morning and i just took a colour personality test (coz he asked me to. coz he took it and put it on his status). here's the result:
BLUE:
If you are blue, you are outgoing with your friends, but not so much around new people. You like to chill and go with the flow of things. Sometimes you can become a little bossy. You are an awesome friend and care about their feelings.
how about that! i'm an AWESOME friend. hahahha... rights. we got the same colour btw... not that it means anything.
anyway... received an sms from cheng at midnite. he wished me happy bday! when told he's a day early, he replied that he wanted to be the first one to wish me happy bday. watz with guys and having an answer to everything. ;P well... hard to break it to u, cheng but... someone beat u to it. hehe...
Pretty isn't what you wear, it's who you are. You make looking beautiful so easy and effortless, mostly because for you it is. You don't put a lot of thought into what you wear, you wear what makes you feel good. And because you feel good, everyone else does too. It's that generous spirit that makes you the belle of the ball.
so there you have it. i'm a girl next door kind of pretty. no wonder not many people turn their heads or take notice of me when i pass by. i do like being the girl next door coz i think that it makes me approachable.
btw, cuzie sms me today wishing me a happy bday. hehe... two days early i told him. he replied saying that he might forget on the day itself seeing that it's hari raya n he might be busy trying to catch them sheep. hahahha... ada je...
sms from an old friend
Thursday, December 4, 2008 12:11 PM
last nite i dreamt that yk replied my email. what was in the content of the email, i can't remember. then just a few minutes ago, he sms me! wheeeeeee~~~ yeah! he's alrite. he's been spending a lot of time in kl and other countries. anyway, we'll be meeting up when he get back from china... that's after the 12th of dec. 12.12... sounds very familiar. i think it's nazrul's bday. ah well... nvm... fb will remind me of it nearer to the date. hehe... the beauty of technology. ;)
oh ya! n i finally got to go out of the house. went to ntuc to get some groceries for mom. i know i know... it's just behind but still... it feels great to be able to go out. heh...
P.S. I Love You
Wednesday, December 3, 2008 4:06 PM
i started on the book P.S. I Love You already... n i'm more than halfway through. it is different from the movie but the gist of it is there. As for the show Absolute Boyfriend, i'm done with it. and i cried in the final episode. hah! i'm such a crybaby. =P anyway, here's the ending theme OST. i love the song although i've no idea what it means. hahhaa... so typical of me. i can love something without fully understanding it.
nice right? most of the scenes are taken from the final eps. enjoy! it's mid-week n i'm still stuck at home. ah well... i don't even know where to go anyway, so i guess it doesn't matter. wokayz! that's it for now. chiao~
Okaeri sweet home Kaeru bashou yeah Ai wo arigatou
Mata heiki no furi wo shite Kanashimi no iro wo nuritsubushite Waratte shimaun desu Shinjiru koto no taisetsusa Wakatteru no ni iza to iu toki Utagatte shimau yeah
Karappo no karada Nagareru toki ni Fuiteshimaisou ni naru kedo Anata no koto dakishimetai Kono kimochi katsugi ugokasu no
Okaeri I'm home Hitogoto de mitasareru kokoro Okaeri sweet home Kaeru bashou yeah Ai wo arigatou Sweet home
Jibun no koto bakkari wo Kangaeru otona wa zuruin da to Omotteitan desu Demo hisshi ni kaeru koto wo Sakenderu hito mo iru'n da Yatto shitta'n desu
Atarimae no shiawase nanka Kono sekai ni hitotsu mo nai Anata no tame, sou omoeta Kono kimochi katsugi ugokasu no
Okaeri I'm home Supiido ga kasokushiteku mainichi Okaeri sweet home Kawaranai zutto aru keshiki Sweet home
Sagashite nakushita Kokoro no kizu ga Tachimukau tsuyosa ni kawareta no wa "okaeri" ga atta kara
Okaeri I´m home Hitogoto de mitasareru kokoro Okaeri sweet home Kaeru bashou yeah Ai wo arigatou
Okaeri I'm home Daijoubu anata ga iru kara Okaeri sweet home Mattete ne mou sugu tsuku kara Sweet home Oh yeah Okaeri…sweet home
I'v been tryg to sleep for d past half hr but cant seem to. Watz on my mind? Watz keepg me awake? I'm not too sure but it cld b coz i'm thinkg too much. It happens. My mind seem to like gg on overdrive at nite seeing tat itz quiet n d roads are empty. So it goes over d speed limit for d fun of it. I've been thinkg abt my upcoming bday. No. No planz for d day. If it wasnt aidiladha, i might make planz wif yan to have our traditional breakfast together. But then again seeing tat itz a monday, the tradition wld hav been broken anyway coz she probly has to work. So come my bday i dun expect anyting interestg to happen. It'll probably b forgotten anyway seeing as to how unimportant i am. Heck! I haven't even achieved anyting worth mentioning. I dun hav a bf n so cant xpect any surprise delivery of gift of any sort. At least prev yrs i cld get a hug n kiss fr daddy. Not tis year. So ya. I m so not looking forward to it. They say 'expect nothing n u will not b disappointed'. Think i'll take tat advice. Think i shall go to sleep as well. Oh b4 that, i juz wana say i miss these guyz.
i'm done with Love, Rosie. gona read P.S. I Love You later (coz the kid said that it's different from the movie). right now i'm watching Absolute Boyfriend on crunchyroll. i read the manga and this is different from the manga. it's a live drama. so cute! instead of being in school, the setting has changed to a work office. but the general idea is there. so yeah! it's funny. i'm entertained. wheee~
hahhaa... ritez i'm starting to talk nonsense.
wana know why? coz my boss sms me tis morning asking wat's my availability is like in dec. i didn't reply him coz he disturbed my sleep. it was only 9.30am for goodness sake. hahahha... ok ok. it's wasn't THAT early. anyway, i ignored his sms n slept some more. woke up 15min later, showered and was just sms-ing a reply when my sup called. aiyoh! these people... duno how to give a person a break. tsk tsk... anyway, she called me coz he called her coz i didnt reply his sms. impatience is so not a virtue. anyway, so i told her if they want me back in the ofiz they have to wait till 10th of dec. there's no way i can go any earlier coz 1. i'm on mc till 7th of dec. i'm sure they didn't want a liability.2. i'm supposed to be on leave. so yah... anyway, i told her to tell him that n if he wants me any earlier, he has to call me himself. either that or do the work himself.
anyway, can i have an absolute boyfriend for my birthday present? hahahha... ritez... i think i'm officially insane. hahahhaa...
-----------> ok it's official. no! not me being insane. i'm officially putting off my leave and going back to work on 10th to 12th dec. hopefully i'll be able to finish everything in that 3 days and then i can have the following week off. =P
p.s. i had a dream last nite about a guy kissing me on the forehead. but for the life of me i can't remember who the guy is. i'm sure he's someone i know. i wonder who... all i know is that i woke up smiling. hee...
i think i'm almost ok. the pox on my face has peeled (most of them) n so far there's no apparent scar. i hope the rest will just peel off without any scar as well. otherewise... there goes my camwhoring days!!! hahahha... ritez tat is soooo DRAMA!
linda came yesterday to visit. haha... not really. she came for the motivation to do her assignment. hehe... cute lah she. but wateva the reason. she came. n it was great to have her company. i was starting to sleep-eat-sleep... which aint a good routine to fall into.
i'm reading Love, Rosie by Cecelia Ahern (the same author for P.S. I Love You). i've read two other books as well. that's quite a number of books in a week. i'm turning into a bookworm again. haha... not a bad thing except that it doesn't increase my social circle n thus doesn't increase my chances of meeting my other half (whoever he is). reading Love, Rosie makes me wana send email to my friends. not just those forwarded emails. emails composed just for the recipient. i did. i sent an email to yk. i've been wondering what happened to him. he never replied any of my smses and i'm beginning to worry. i hope he checks his email. i hope he gets in touch. miss that guy. miss his JUST DO IT speech. he's my motivator. everyone needs one. i know my married friends probably get their motivation from their hubbies.
cheng's back fr taiwan. he called me yest. so cute. he's been back for a week. he told me "i come back so long already i still haven't called yaney yet. i better call her and report that i'm back" hahaha... cute rite? he needn't report to me but it was nice to be thought of. i wonder what siti's doing rite now way over there...
just a girl lost in a world of make-believe. looking to fit in yet stand out from the crowd so that someone will tell her that she's special. love to dance in the rain and walk in the sun. Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you smile.
High School Musical 3 DVD
Trip to Japan, Spain, Cairo and Paris
A guy who accepts me for who i am, loves me with everything he has and protects me without suffocating me
A black pair of mary janes
A song composed just for me Satio mobile phone
