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Monday, May 12, 2008
8:55 AM


I dreamt o five last nite
It was so real... Surreal?
There wasnt a logical sequence to d eventz tat took pl
Juz tat he was der in my dreamz
N d one scene tat made me kinda sad was tat he walked away hand in hand wif his new bride wif a smile on his face. I shd b hepi tat he seemed to b hepi but i cant help feelg a tinge o jealousy.
N i tot d one i miss is chuck. Havent heard fr him in awhile.
So i know he'v watched ayat-ayat cinta
N d 1st ting tat came to mind was who did he watch it wif.
It's more than 2 yrz since we broke up yet totz o him stil occupiez my waking minutez.
I stil cant stop myself fr 2nd glancing every black getz tat zooms by.
How pathetic eh?
N d one i spend time d most wif is my dear cuzie.
He's d absolute dearest
I love every minute spent wif him
Whether real or cyber
I look fwd to every meet up we schedule for
Every outg leaves a beautiful memory
Every memory is captured on camera
Is tis luv a blooming
Or merely a flitting infatuation?
Whatever it is...
I hope tis friendship stayz beautiful
...come wat may.
Coz i tink i'l b really lost if i lose cuzie's friendship. I'v already lost a lot so i dun wana lose another.
Juz d rantingz o a lonely hart. ;p


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