lack concentration
Monday, August 25, 2008
12:21 PM
gosh! i can't concentrate at work. i've got ms word doc on my desktop n books opened on my desk. but i can only sit n stare. how unproductive. huaaaaaaaargh! why oh why? why do i feel like my heart is being squeezed? why is there a weight sitting on my heart? why oh why?
to think i was still floating from yesterday's euphoria this morning. i think i'm just tired. i just feel like taking a nap. can i? cant i take a power nap? nvm... 30 mins to lunch time. but today i wish i had some co for lunch. i dun though. i know i'm used to eating lunch alone but it's not like i njoy it. i mean i dun mind it but it would be nice to have some co. someone to share things with. things you did over the weekend maybe. things that happened this morning. not that many things happen. esp today being a monday and all. hmmm... maybe i'm juz bitten by the monday blues bug. damn bug! sibuk je... i want my euphoria back please. n would it be too much to say that i want him? problem is i dun even know if he's still single or if he's seeing someone. dear god, could you let him know that my heart beats for him? could you please make us have a happily ever after here and in the there after? oh! and my teaching schedule just got changed. it's to be confirmed but it's more or less changed. guess the only constant in life is really change. will update once the changes are confirmed...if i remember that is. =P
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