i should be...
Saturday, September 27, 2008
12:02 AM
time check: 0003 according to babyMac
i shd be sleeping but i'm not.
i finally managed to change my blogskin. now that i know how to do it... i'll personalize it further next time. not in the mood for it right now.
i don't seem to be in the mood these days.
blame it on what?
nothing. not blaming. not pointing fingers. nada.
bought sushi today. thought along n wifey would be around for iftar but they didn't. so she didn't get to try them. shared them with lil bro (n k.mel took one. the one n only without seaweed.) coz he's the only one other than me who eats them.
was feeling rather perky this morning... i mean yesterday morning.
mom seemed to have gotten better coz she was doing some cleaning. but maybe i expected too much coz when i reached home in the evening, she was back to lying around and looking forlorn. ok maybe not forlorn but somewhere along that line. but at least she's laughing along with the kidz antix. she just needs more time.
i should learn to cook. it's not that i dunno totally. it's just not my forte. =P ah well... i still need to learn. what else?
i think i'll do a little to-do list right now. here goes:
- learn to cook dishes
- make mom smile more, make her worry less
- get a cpf paying job/ contribute to own cpf
- finish up sewing zeeze's stuffs by 10 oct 08
- kadak puasa 10 hari a.s.a.p
- find a relief teacher so that i can have my 1-2 weeks break in dec 08 (padahal if i were to go for haj, i'll be gone for 1 month and that time sup didn't ask me to find my own relief. how double standard. life's like that. full of double standards. bleargh!)
they're not in any order. random list off the top of my head.
oh! n ipul's in town. yeah! duno if i'll get to meet up wif him though. he's here for a week. so da boy will be around for eid.
n i chat with wilson (a pri sch fren) on thu nite. he's in town too... till tue only. hopefully will b able to meet up with him in dec when he comes here again.
n sup told me that her BiL knows daddy. dunno fr where though. he said that that fri, daddy waas joking around with them. told her that daddy always jokes around. =) that's what i love about daddy. always with that smile of his and cracking silly jokes and playing around with words. auw shux! now i miss him so...
oh ya! sam called me on thu afternoon. he asked if i was ok. he told me that ust irwan announced during the iftar that daddy passed away. so he knew even before i told him via email. n i cried. n i tried to hide the fact that i cried. but sam sensed it anyway. n when he said "kak jangan nangis lah kak" i couldn't help but laugh. ya... i know i'm weird like that. cry and laugh at the same time. insane in the membrane. maybe that's why i'm still single. haiz...
ok this is getting depressing. after i told adha (this evening) i found my reason to smile, i start feeling depress? i really am insane! or maybe i'm not crazy, i'm juz a little unwell, i know rite now you can't tell.
ritez then... i should get some sleep. tomorrow... i mean later today have to work then tuition.
timecheck: 0039
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