mid june update
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
7:28 PM
tmr is the last round of camp. alhamdulillah~
my whole body is aching n my head will sometimes juz throb w/o warning.
even my student commented that i look sleepy. =P that is such a bad sign! tsk~
met up wif zaki, fahi n ana on sunday... like FINALLY! too bad adha wasn't ard. haven't seen her since tat day (i cant rmbr when) tat we went to esplanade. wonder when i'm gona see her again. d 3 stoogiez have yet to gather once more for a camwhoring session. =(
went to langkawi wif mom. ikut rombongan. i didn't realize tat ela's PiLs were there till i showed mom the pix after tfrg them to my babyMac. hahaha... how oblivious can i get? ;P we weren't in the same bus so mayb tatz y. but i was in the same performance grp as them. yet i duno who they were. how ignorant of me. anyway, it was a great trip though there's one disappointmt: didn't get to go snorkel/jet ski/any of them water sports. y? coz the tide was low n we were short of time. *sobz* ah well... mayb nxt time.
i tink i've changed. i'm less caring now. more selfish self-centred. mayb the words of someone has begun to sink in n thus i care more abt myself. but i dun like it tis way. i think it's better to care more abt others. but then again ppl also say that in an emergency situation, save urself first before saving others. so... i duno. kinda confused right now. but ya... i think i'v little tolerance for ppl who assert their 'authority'. i get really blunt n mayb sarcastic when i say somethng to these ppl. not very nice of me i must say. but i cant stand it. others might prefer to juz grouse abt it in the absence of such 'authority' but me... depending on my mood, i might juz say it in their face. however, if after airing my view in their face n they still think that their view/order stands, then i'll juz hold my tongue n let them b. no point wasting my breath, words n saliva to someone who thinks that only they r right.
i miss daddy. ritez~ tat is sooo random! n i miss his performance last weekend. wish i was there to see. saw some pix of him wif a gitar. *swoon* hahhaa... nah~ i duno wat i want. i kinda know wat i dun want. so is tat alrite? probly not. may Allah guide me in making wise choices in life that will benefit me on earth n the hereafter. amin~
oh! u know wat... i go to great length for ppl i like. i'd do things for them even w/o them requesting me to help them. tat is not a new revelation but i juz wanted to say it. ;)
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